Luahan Hati dan Jantung serta Perahan Otak.

semalam aku menangis. kali ni bukan sebab tengok movie atau dengar mana-mana lagu sedih. tapi aku menangis kerana kawan-kawan. aku dah diamkan selama 4 semester. selama 4 semester jugalah kau orang pijak kepala aku. aku ingat kita dah besar, aku tak perlu sound siapa-siapa. kita sendiri patut faham profesi masing-masing. aku tak kisah kalau kau orang tak faham, kau orang boleh tanya aku. tapi duduk diam membatu, relying on aku untuk siapkan tugasan berkumpulan bukanlah satu cara yang baik.

sudah cukup bagus aku siapkan assignment sebelum-sebelum ni. tanpa bantuan korang. seriously, kalau korang fikir balik, pernah letih kah jari jemari korang menaip, menulis? pernah bengkak kah mata korang sebab tak tidur malam cari bahan rujukan? pernah rasa tak korang tak boleh fokus masa lecturer mengajar sebab korang tak sempat makan? aku pernah. aku nak kau orang rasa, tapi kau orang tak pernah rasa.

senior kata aku terlalu baik, kawan baikku kata aku terlalu lembut. aku kata, aku tiada tenaga mahu ungkapkan semua. detik semalam, aku fragile. aku terpaksa burst. aku keluarkan semua air mata aku. One litre of tears kata orang. due date tinggal 4 jam, and korang expect aku siapkan part korang? common lah. kalau kumpulan lain pun boleh faham apa yang aku rasa, takkan korang tak boleh?

3rd Semester Result.

Thanks to Allah, for granting my prayers. Thanks to mama, daddy, my sibs and all my friends also to all of the lecturers.

I never think any better than this, than got a straight As for the results. Gomawo (thanks) everyone for praying along with me.

as usual, I will post up my result in Endless Idiot Painting. the intentions of posting this is not any mean intentions of bragging or showing off. because I used to say. my blog is like my college diary, where I pasted up any of events that I value the most:)



PNGS stands for Pointer collected per semester, and PNGK stands for pointer collected for all semesters.

1st semester - 3.94
2nd semester - 4.00
3rd semester - 4.00
so, the total pointers - 3.98 for three semesters.

and now I just hope that I will do much better for this upcoming semester. I'll strive harder since the subjects are more difficult, with lots of studies case.

until we meet again:)

THANKS EVERYONE:)

the file bag School of Health Sciences gave me. pretty much cute eh?

Winds of November.

It's already November eyy? the wind keeps blowing, I didn't realise it yet still blaming the nature.

November is like a new year now. seriously. I'll be going back to college, and make use of my life as a student to the uttermost limits. Due to a few reasons, I've changed my cellphone number too. I'm sorry if there's some people that hasn't been told about it, but due to the privacy, I just keep it secret. so there will be none of crazy monkeys that would stalk me, or playing fools with me.

I'm sorry I haven't done any sketches these days, or should I say for a few previous months? my pastel colors lost, and I'm kind of moaning for that. I love it to death but now they're lost, it seems the other half of me lost as well.

oh yeah I'll be saying good bye to youtube as well I guess. I becomen an ELF through youtube, and I felt really glad. ELF stands for Everlasting Friends of Super Junior. who the hell is Super Junior? My upcoming husbands. hahahaha. joking. ergh, choking.

I'm so much into Yesung oppa right now. as I said in facebook, my heart attached to his voice. while Eunhyuk oppa drives me crazy when he smiles. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I can't resist of being an ELF.

so I guess until the next entry then. and oh ya, pray for me, pray that I will get another 4 flat this semester okay? I seriously want that RM 500. thankyou everyone, may Allah bless you guys always:)

Taman Bunga.

It was a really nice Garden,

Will you be my flower forever?